basta ganun.

Hello again. Just ate dinner. I actually had dinner, before my family. Im alone here, upstairs. My familys downstairs, eating their dinner.

My brother just pissed me off. And again, negative thought of him come in and out my head vividly. Like just now, I told him to turn on HBO cause its Whit Chicks.He said he was watching that poker game show. I asked him again, and said that he stayed at home the whole day, and so he had lots of time to watch. I was out the whole day. He said "Tan, EXCUSE ME....". I didnt know what else he said cause I covered my ears, due to being tired of hearing all his blabbs, and nagging. I was also making faces behind him.

And so, when I was eating alone, my eyes were stingy. My mind was reminding me of the negative thoughts I had of him.

Sometimes, I feel, like I have no brother. I wish and pray for a real BIG BROTHER. Like the one who'd cuddle, play, hug with me, and peck me on my cheeks. He's the only, and only brother I have, and I guess, I wouldnt change him. =|

My sister says, its because they grew up together. And so, he didnt feel he had a younger sibling. And then I came into the picture. But, I didnt feel love from him.

I went to Bench Fic kanina. Gilbert [he super good in styling hair] did my hair. And I love it love it!

Had my birthday "party" at Pats, and at my house=) We ate cheesy volcano w/ peperoni[sp?] at Pats house. Had choco cake @ my house. DEELISH.

'Tis my boitday! June 8
I got my new fone
I have a new Bible
I have a new devotional book
I have a good book to read
Ill celebrate it with friends tomorrow!
Wooh!

I have a new fone! I sold my N6610 in Greenhills the past Sunday. Got my fone yesterday. Its theMotorola SLVR L6. ALARVIT!!! WOOHOO!!

Nung Monday, Mariel, Pat, Kit, Ches, and I went to Anj's house. It was supposed to be a SLEEP OVER. But it turned out not to be. We didnt sleep. :)) Well, actually, I did. But only for a few minutes cuz I couldnt take it anymore. Just read Kit's blog for the whole story. :))

Here is a pic with my loves [School Edition]:





Farewell for now:-*

May 26

TDR. Fun, but I wasnt used to dancing on a big big stage.

May 28

Went to Church for the "Acquaintance Party" which was pointless because we already knew eachother for like 10 years or so. It was still fun. I hosted the games. 'Twas funny. But I had to go home early because I had to get ready for the show.

Arrived home, took a bath and then blowdried my hair. We bought this super cheap hair spray so that my hair would be Obssesive Compulsively neat. But, that hair spray was like water with scent when sprayed onto hair. USELESS. So we just used my Kuya's Clay Doh wax from Bench Fix. My hair was neat, but it was hard. :)) I hated the texture. Its sticky, and stuff. Got ready, went off. Arrived at AFP Theater. Saw Mum and Dad, said hi. Chuverly I dint know where my classmates were. I thought I was the 1st one. :)) Blah.Blah.Bleng.Blong. Saw my friends, went with them, took pictures, went backstage. Blah.Blah.



Here, with my loves. :) Kiana , Me , Max , Lianna Ü



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After the show, picture picture, Playshop Reunion [Haha], mingle mingle, etc. We ate at UCC near Conti's in San Juan. Kianas family was there, too. So we ate with them. Tito Gary wanted to talk to my Dad, so he sat beside him. Also, Mum pala. I, on the other hand, sat with them. So sila Ate Nina, Nadine, Kuya Mikko, Nikko ang magkakasama. Tahimik lang ako. :)) Unusual, e? :)) I was bored waiting for the food, so Tito Gary told me stories about his experiences. About the time he wore his contacts for the whole day, and by evening, he took 'em out, but his eyes were dry, so the black part of his eyes were scratched, and that everytime he would blink, it would hurt more. And about the time he went to the doctor so that he would be cured, he was so embarassed because he was screaming out loud. Blah.Blah.Bleng.Blong. Went home, chuva. Hahaha/:)

>> I am already tired of typing. I shall post again some other time:D


Farewell my loves. :-*